Monday, February 2, 2009

The Worlds greatest Loss

So today I wanna talk about love, not puppy love or even romantic love but love lost.
I lost one of my best friends yesterday morning, he was more than a friend he was a brother, not biologically but certainly in heart.

His name was Jacob, and he is an Angel.
He changed everyones life that he touched, he was incredible so full of life and love and fantastic things to offer the world !!! He put every person in this world before himself, and always will. To be so young and already be such an amazing person is something that is a rare find in this world. He lives Forever with us.

For the first time in life, I think I'm experiencing pain, I'm empty and I suddenly feel alone. Reminiscent on the past and the days I have spent with him. The things that we talked of, and the laughs we shared will be of my greatest memories.
Never to be forgotten.
Jacob was 16 years old, not old enough or nearly ready to leave this world.
Yet his life was taken from him, and he from all of us. I know that he is looking at us right now and I know that he is in the best place he can be.
It's hard not to be selfish and wish he was still with us, but it is important to stay strong for him, as this is what he would wish for.
But the pain fills our hearts, as does confusion and endless questions.

Nothing is fair in love, but remembering that love is what gave him his life is the important thing, and love is what will get us through all of this together.
I can't help but think how unfair it is that someone so young can be taken from the world. Jacob was someone that no one will ever forget- the world lost an amazing person, but God aquired an amazing angel.

"He'll stay with us as long as the wind blows, He'll always be in our hearts,
he didn't leave us alone, he has eternal life. His spirit is always within us.
And if the sun shines in the sky, and the rain should fill the air,
and a rainbow lights up your day. Know he is there"....
and we will always remember him as the Angel he is.
May you forever live in the sky.
Love you little brother <3
Forever My Angel - J.T. <3

XOXO My Amazing Baby !


Lindsey said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Gwen said...

Oh sweetie. I am so sorry for your loss but you are right. He is looking down on you all now and it will be his presense that will continue to guide you daily. My thoughts and prayers are with you. {HUGs}

Sarah said...

I'm so sorry Meg! big hugs!

Meghan said...

Thank you all ladies, it means so much. <3